Kiyotaka Ishimaru [石丸清多夏] (
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youre_smashing2012-09-07 11:40 am
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Even if I said I wouldn't app until it's over I CAN STILL DR...
[Who is this douchebag monitoring the halls like it's his job. Does he even know where he is. SMASH AIN'T GOT NO RULES TO ENFORCE.
Well, he's gonna do his best anyway.]
Well, he's gonna do his best anyway.]
Oh don't worry, I've been drowned in the dark side of icons before
I-if... I hadn't ran away in the first place, I wouldn't have made Oowada-kun angry in the first place.
[The sea of emotions were overwhelming him, coherent thoughts were now far pushed back thanks to these confusing feelings. That's right, if he had worked hard instead of hiding behind the safety of woman's clothing, he was sure he wouldn't have indirectly caused Oowada-kun's death through execution.]
If I was more of a man like Oowada-kun, you or the others.....
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Then their tears flooded the entire school and it was just a disaster all aroundAs much as Ishimaru might want to break down further or just blank out completely again, someone has to be Mr. Responsibility around here. And that always has to be him, no questions asked. But how do you stop someone else from crying...]
Stop... stop crying!
[you tried, ishimaru]
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All of this had triggered from Monobear's last 'motivation' attempt, but he knew that he was also at fault himself. He wouldn't even dare to think how it must have felt for Ishimaru to have lost his close friend in front of his eyes.]
If- If I hadn't- I'm so sorry, Ishimaru-kun....
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...Fujisaki-kun. That 'you' inside the computer we found... not only you, but Aniki as well... As the programmer, you know what they would say right now, wouldn't you?
[ENCOURAGING WORDS, HE HOPES?!]
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[.....]
But, you're right.
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Well. Maybe it's not so farfetched, all things considered.]
What needs to be done now is... Well, if the afterlife is a school, surely there are things we have yet to learn. For now, we'll figure out what those things are!
[And hope the others do get here.]